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It was the first time I've ever gotten barrier at a show. We had some subway mishaps but it was alright and then went back to the venue for the end of The Clause's set and were able to get a spot on the barrier. We got food during the Clause set because no one in our group really cared for them/hadn't heard enough of them and we wanted to camp the barrier for bears in trees. The Edge was a hot box after the first act that played, so eventually we stopped going in there because it was just too much.

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We got to overhear bears in trees soundchecking because we were there since just before 11, so the full thirteen hours. I was first there with someone I was speaking to on twitter and we stayed together all day. Red like wild cherries, his lips press together tightly while tears run races over them and down his chin, as he stares at the floor, whimpering. I went in to grab something and forgot it was there,' he stops, holding onto the countertop as his adam's apple bobs after his words.

If somebody had I know I would've started crying, because I did the fucking second I saw the sonogram on my desk. that I couldn't talk about it to anybody, Becks. I know you didn't mean what you said just now, because I told Myles before I came that. 'Phoebe's gone and- I can hardly bear it. A weakness overwhelms me and I back up into the counter, afraid I can't hold myself up, but I already hadn't been able to. ,' he trails off, crying quietly into his hands that he presses to his face. For once, I can't fucking make it all better and it terrifies me. I'm the dad, almost the husband- I'm supposed to be able to fix all of this, but I can't. It's taking you away from me and it's almost worse than the night I thought you were going to die, because I'm supposed to be able to control this. All of this fucking kills me, Becks, and I know how it's doing the same to you. 'We named her and we've never even called her that and. Just like how I do the same now, knowing that he won't walk in as I cry myself to sleep for what, the fifth time in the last four days? No, it had been more than that. I could tell he wanted to say something about how I'd been acting, but I silently thanked him for not doing so. Everything looked good at the doctor's visit and Harry asked a bajillion questions while I wasn't even sure what to say.

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There's the death and not even the funeral, and then what? Nobody ever talks about what comes after and how to deal with grief. It felt like the death of a loved one, because well, it was. Even if I'd wanted to, I couldn't stop the avalanche happening around my heart. The one I'd been holding in all day as he watched me eat a few strawberries at breakfast, during the checkup at the doctor's, and zoning out watching the movie. I try to wipe it away quickly, and only when my face is buried into the pillow do I let my scream out.

Padding past the living room where the last of Beetlejuice plays with neither of us watching, I hope that he doesn't notice the gleam to my cheeks.

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